I woke up this morning in a panic- a cold sweat and everything. What was I thinking? Driving to Ohio with the kids for a funeral? Was it worth it? Was I carzy to think I could do it? I focused on my first MOPS meeting this year and got in the shower, praying and praying. Wondering if I should change my mind. Before I started to blow-dry my hair, I opened the window and something made me take a second glance outside. A rainbow?! I didn't even know it was raining....or even light out, yet. I just looked at it, in aw, suddenly feeling very calm and certain that, yes, I can make this drive tomorrow. I stood looking at the rainbow, realizing I was standing in the middle of it and feeling like it was meant for just me. How awesome is that?Then, I went to MOPS and met my group. At the end of out meeting we do prayer requests and I asked that they pray for us to have a safe drive without (too many) complications. Instantly they all agree to call and text me tomorrow throughout the day to check on me. Amazing.
And the biggest of all, my dear friend, Lindsay brought me to tears when I walked out my front door and found a pizza and cookies and 3 goodies bags for me and the kids. Are you kidding me?! And this is when the tears finally come. This takes my breath away that she was so thoughtful. That she took her 3 kids into target, after MOPS, at lunch time, to give me this wonderful gift.
I definitely feel God's arms around me today- He's showed me His warmth in so many ways.
I have a feeling these next few days will be a gift, as well. I'll say good-bye to Grandpa Jim and feel at peace knowing he will be with Grandma Jo again. On the up side, I will be able to celebrate Cohen's birthday with my family!
